I am now the proud owner of a dark royal blue 2008 Honda Civic. When the guys at the dealership brought it around to the front doors after it had been cleaned up and detailed, it was love at first sight. It's not my TL, but I'm sure it will serve me well in years to come. Expect pictures.

Moving day tomorrow. Pray I won't lose my mind or drive anyone else insane.

~DigiFaith

Wow, I have been one busy college graduate. Getting my room all packed up and ready to move, gathering furniture, taking care of getting electric turned on and other important things, buying a car... Lots to do.

Going to IKEA tomorrow to check out furniture, then moving on Saturday, to a place of my very own. Wish me luck and nice weather. And lots of helpers.

~DigiFaith

Oh, I am so terribly lonely. Fandom just isn't doing it for me anymore. Half the time, when I'm in a good mood and feeling positive, I can read fanfiction and think about how cute such-and-such a pairing is, but the other half of the time, I have these annoying realizations that even though I think these fictional characters are so adorable and their relationships so complex and interesting, what I really want is to have one of those relationships for myself. Something real, something to experience rather than to read about. Or even to write or draw about, though I desperately want to start writing and drawing again.

I guess this is one of the inevitable parts of growing up. When I was younger, I was content to read stories, but now I'm too painfully aware that the stories are fiction and though they have meaning, high and worthy meaning, that meaning is limited to the realm of ideas. In the realm of emotions and human connections, I am sorely lacking.

Somehow writing about it makes me feel better about it, though. I can be hopeful about this. I'll be getting a fresh start, in just a week and a half. I'll have a whole new set of people to interact with, and find new friends, and go out after work to enjoy some company. I'll learn how to do all that, and I'll turn my life into one of the stories that I so love reading.

~DigiFaith

>_>" That was a completely uncalled-for 69 reference.

Well, that was pretty damn epic. ( 3-5 spoilers. )

So in the end, Phoenix was right. I didn't know all the details until the whole truth came out in court. I guess that's why we always have to press to find the truth: because we can never be sure what the truth is until all of the facts are brought to light. Just like in Yuugiou; it's never over until the last card is played. Heh. Two series with the same message.

Definitely as good as 2-4. Good in a different way, but just as good. Maybe even as awesome as 1-4, but that one's kinda hard to top.


~DigiFaith

*sigh* This game is failing to motivate me to press on and prove who the murderer is. Really, why do I want to prove that the killer did it? I know the killer's identity, and I know the motive, and... ( Okay, effort to write this without spoilers is phailing. )

If this is true, then Phoenix very obviously places both a high amount of value in the truth, and a high amount of faith in the legal system. The way I see his mind working here is, "As long as I can expose the full truth of what happened, the court will deal with it as it should rightfully be dealt with." ...I guess that's a pretty accurate reflection of how he thinks, considering his actions in all the other cases I've played. He really is a very optimistic person, isn't he?

If that's true, then the huge personality changes that he undergoes between the third and fourth games make a little more sense. Losing his badge must have utterly destroyed that faith in the court that he had, and while he still pursues the truth pretty singlemindedly, he does it with an air of relying on and trusting no one other than himself. Another good reason to reject AJ canon. >_> I hate it when canon makes my hopeful and optimistic characters into bitter and cynical ones. That doesn't always happen in real life, you know.

...Wow. The more I think about hobo-Phoenix in the context of this, the more sense he makes. Still doesn't mean I like him, though. <_<

( Let's go back to spoiler-land. )

Alright, I think I've talked myself into feeling better about this case. However, considering that it's 2am, I think I'll leave the rest of the case for tomorrow. >_>'

...I think I liked the second half of 2-4 better than the second half of this one. Probably because in 2-4, I got to flail at Edgeworth the whole time, going "I don't know what to do, help me DDD:" Which is pretty much what I did through the entire thing. ...He's somehow a calming presence to have around. ...I think Phoenix thinks so too, for the amount of times he did that "*almost passes out*" thing at him.

~DigiFaith

( More 3-5 spoilerz. )

...Maybe Phoenix is right. After all, we don't yet know the truth of what happens, and once it comes out, we'll know for sure what is the appropriate action to take. Maybe it's blind faith in the system, but Phoenix's blind faith has always worked for him before, so why should it stop now?

~DigiFaith

lol. I always think it's funny when this game so obviously prods me in the direction of the evidence I'm supposed to present. Did the game writers think they were being subtle? 'Cause if they did, they kinda failed there.

...Waitaminute. My theory about Larry's sketch (3-5 spoilerz) was actually right?! ...I am awesome. XDD

I <3 Godot's spit-takes.

However, I do not <3 Dahlia. Most definitely not. >_>'

Hmm. I believe I know who the killer is. In fact, I've suspected for some time who the killer is, but I've just now worked out the motive, which makes me feel a lot better about the whole thing.

Gah. Okay, this case is cool, but it's somehow not quite measuring up to the epic-ness of 2-4. I mean, 2-4 was pretty awesome, particularly because it got so intense at the end. If this one's got a good climax, it'll definitely beat 2-4, but it's all gonna depend on the ending.

Oh, by the way, I graduated this morning. XD Then I packed up all my stuff and moved home. I'm finished with UD; won't get to walk around campus anymore. I don't think it's really sunk in yet. I feel like I'm just home on spring break or something, and I'll be packing up and going back in a few days.

I think I'm just on emotional burnout right now. Severe emotional burnout. :(

~DigiFaith

Just went on my last evening walk around campus. It was really windy today, and the wind blew all of the petals off of those trees that I love so much. The flowers all left; now I've got to follow them.

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised.

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
Ah, a good result at a time like this. *nods*

Okay, now Godot apparently has a blade fetish. Hmm. I still like him, though his somewhat could-be-construed-as-sexist comments to Franziska kinda irritated me a little. And I still hope that my theory about Larry's drawing is right. I want to be able to be proud of myself for figuring that out.

I have what I hope is a good idea for a set of short PW introspective-type fanfics, which are always fun to write. Seems like this fandom would be a good place for me to get back into writing, and I'm going to have some free time and a lot of emotion to spare over these next two weeks. We'll see what happens.

( Long and oddly formatted quiz. )

Graduation is tomorrow morning. Picture me walking across a stage and receiving my diploma with a big smile.

~DigiFaith

I was just sitting out on the porch, and I swear, there was a bird out there that was chirping exactly in time with my neighbors' music. o_O'

I've figured out what's been bothering me off and on these past few months: I've not been exercising my right brain enough. I'm pretty equal parts left and right brain, but I've been spending these past few years in school working hard on developing just the left. I never spend time on doing anything art-related anymore. Thus my right brain is feeling neglected and making me unhappy.

How can I remedy this? I bet I could pull off some fairly decent Phoenix Wright fanfiction; writing is probably still my strongest right-brain skill. Maybe I'll do that and post it.

Have found a StepMania step file for the Steel Samurai theme song. <3

~DF

candyfics writes the best two-line description of the Phoenix Wright games evar: "Play as a rookie defense attorney, trying to get your client a verdict of 'Not Guilty,' while ignoring subtext that has all the subtlety of a brick dropped on your foot. Also, yell 'Objection!' a lot and use the Pointed Finger of Justice."

I <3 Gumshoe's investigating song. Someone should set it to music. He seems to really love his job. How can you not like a guy like that? XDD

( Holy hell, I am awesome. T&T case 5 spoilers. )

To quote the best Disney movie ever made: "Oh, yeah. It's all coming together."


I LOVE YOU TOO EDGEWORTH <333333

~DigiFaith

Upon my attempting to talk to Edgey about some details of the case, he's rather distressed by the idea of a prosecutor giving info to the defense:


Oh God, I love the dynamic between these two so much. XDD Epic case is epic. Expect more screenshot spam.

Although I've been wondering... The quote that preceded this little gem of inner monologue went something like "It's probably just the fever talking, but..." If his fever causes him to think stuff like that after it's had a day to come down, I wonder what kinds of things he said to Edgey while they were talking at the hospital? XDD

Just got back from the College of Arts and Sciences graduation dinner, wherein good food was had and awards were presented. My parents and I struck up a conversation with a guy sitting at our table who was graduating in Economics and going on to law school. He mentioned that he'd wanted to be a lawyer since the eighth grade, and our table shared in a brief discussion on some of the finer points of the legal system. And of course, me being a dork, I was like ":D Yay~"

Oh, and I'm graduating summa cum laude. :D

One of the social sciences professors gave an address at the end that really made me think. Social justice, while being of course a worthy area, isn't quite my particular thing, but every once in a while there are words that just make you want to go out and change the world.

Heh, I stopped at Marycrest after my final this morning to get some food, where I used to eat every day freshman and sophomore year, and the two ladies who work there who always used to chat with me both recognized me. And I told them I was graduating, and they congratulated me and asked what my plans were. It's nice to be remembered, especially by people who you haven't seen in two years.

~DigiFaith

OH GOD IT'S TOO MUCH I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE

Hah. I so totally called Elise Deauxnim's identity, from way back when she first appeared in the case. I love it when this game makes me feel smart. ...I almost wish I was wrong, though, because she's dead now. :(

Yuugiou awesomeness. That made me cry, and then it made me think. It's true, every bit of it, and we'd all do well to remember it.

Reasons why I love the Yuugiou fandom #18,436: In what other fandom can you find a post like this? <3

The game keeps mentioning that the area is "prone to earthquakes." My inner fangirl finds this promising. :D

The fountain is turned on again!! There's a really pretty fountain in Serenity Pines that hasn't been running, and I was hoping they'd turn it on sometime before I moved out, and it was on tonight!

Am finally beginning to realize that I'm excited to graduate and start my job. I've gone from abject terror to excitement in just over a month; pretty monumental.

~DigiFaith

I... Just... There are no words. No words.

Goodnight.

*dies*

MapleStory Monster Carnival party quest is awesome. \o/ Too bad I only have two more levels before I hit level 50 and can't do it anymore.

...Aww, man, I'm back to playing as Phoenix. I wanted to stay with Edgey a little longer. ;~;

That was epic, though. XD Subtext and all, and especially how he said that Franziska was a "wonderful partner". And this:

Edgeworth: (Can I prove it...? Can I prove that the crystal sphere was dropped before the murder took place...?)
Edgeworth: ("Can I prove it...?" That isn't the issue. To simply "prove it". That's the only option!)
Edgeworth: (That's what he'd do...)
Edgeworth: (That's the way Phoenix Wright would do this!)

OMG <333

Gah, I love him. Maybe he'll become playable again later in the case. And even if he's not, we'll still get Gyakuten Kenji sometime in the future. :DD Hopefully he'll be awesome there, too.

Well, Phoenix is still cool, too. Even though he should still be in the hospital. >_>'

...LarryxFranziska ftw. Except that Larry wants to top Edgey:


...That can't be unintentional. It's like they took all the subtext that wasn't there in all the other cases, and rolled it all up and stuck it in this one. XDD

~DigiFaith

There's a game called Taboo, in which you have a word that you have to make your team try to guess, but there are certain other words that you're not allowed to say. I was playing with my family a while ago, and one of my words was "fang", but I wasn't allowed to say "tooth" or "mouth" or anything obvious. So I started with "This is a long bicuspid," and Mom yelled out, "Lobster!!"

After thinking about it for a while, I realized that she had probably confused "bicuspid" with "crustacean". I guess they sound sort of similar. Maybe. XD

REAL-LIFE MEGAZORD FTW. Watch till the end, it's good. XDD

It's really stupid to pass over someone for a job, even though they have a ton of relevant experience and have proven themselves to be more than skilled in the area, just because they don't have a particular formal qualification that is generally regarded as necessary in the field. >_>' I know lots of people who do have those special little letters behind their name but who wouldn't survive one day in this particular job.

I FIGURED OUT THE SHADOW JAGUAR LEAP!! :D Congratulate me; I've been trying to figure out how to do that move forever. None of the key combinations listed in any of the strategy guides I could find ever worked for me. For my future reference, the key combo is to roll left-back-right in the forward direction, then press punch, lifting each key after pressing the next one. I can't do it reliably yet, and granted, I hardly ever use the Jaguar Leap anyway, but you really can't be a true Jaguar master unless you know all the moves. Which I now do. :DDD

YOUR REPORT CARD:
Category	Grade
Love	B
Friends and Family	A
Body	A+
Mind	A+
Finance / Career	A
Your Life's Average Grade: A
'What is your Life Grade?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I win at life?

~DigiFaith

HAHAHAHA. Larry apparently has a death wish. XDD

Miles talks a lot about Franziska's whip.

One final down, three to go. This week is going to be busier than it should be, really. I should be relaxing and enjoying my last days as a student.

~DigiFaith

I am utterly convinced that playing Phoenix Wright has improved my score in my Higher Geometry class by a full letter grade or more. Seriously, it's exactly the same thing. Except that the games have interesting plots and characters, and it's hard to have interesting plots and characters in geometry unless you can make up little stories about the bold and daring line l intersecting orthogonally with the sweet and demure line m and producing cheerful and innocent little point X. Or something like that.

Really, though. In the PW games, you figure out how to put together the evidence that you have, using logic, to discover how a murder happened. In a geometric proof, you figure out how to put together what you're given, using theorems and postulates, to discover a geometric characteristic. It's the same process, and I can only do the proofs successfully when I keep in mind that it's the same process.

Take this problem, for example. I just finished my Higher Geometry final, and there was one proof on there that I literally stared at for a half an hour before I finally got myself on the right track. At first I wanted to do the proof using congruent triangles, but realized the triangles weren't congruent; then I wanted to use similar triangles, but I didn't have enough evidence to prove the triangles similar; then I wanted to extend the triangle into a larger triangle and use Ceva's Theorem, but I didn't have enough evidence for that either. Then instead of thinking about the problem, I started thinking about the givens, and I thought, "Well, almost all of the evidence givens that I have are related to angle bisectors. I wonder if I should use the Angle Bisector Theorem to solve this." And bam, the proof fell out of my head onto the page.

That was amazing. I am proud of myself.

Also, a note to self for later: I want a tablet.

~DigiFaith

I love playing as Edgeworth. The way he just... draws things out of people. Asks the right questions and sort of nudges people into telling him about what he wants to know. Phoenix does the same thing, he's just not as... subtle about it. Or as masterful. <3

Also think it's cute whenever he says "Psycholocks". XD And how he steadfastly refuses to acknowledge the existence of the very magic he's using. And how he keeps randomly worrying about Maya, and thinking about Phoenix. And how Gumshoe keeps following him around like a little lost puppy. XDD

(...Offhandedly, assume minor spoilers for 3-5. Probably safe to assume that for my next few posts, too.)

I wonder if Godot really isn't going to be prosecuting this case. If not, I hope it's Franziska. I want to see her again. <3 It makes sense, too; if Miles is really "pulling strings" to make sure that no one on the case will make a fuss about his playing defense, Franziska would be a good choice for prosecution. It'd be pretty awesome to see those two face off.

I already have a theory as to who the murder is, and as to Elise's true identity. I hope I'm wrong on both counts, though. :( If Elise is dead, then I don't want her to be who I think she is, and I really don't want my suspect to be the murderer. I still like him. D:

--

1:56am.

Have moved on to the first part of the trial now, and yesssss. :DD

To completely change the subject, here, have an epic Digimon fic. I really love that style, that sort of second person-type narrative, or whatever the proper term for it is.

Canadian accent judge ftw, eh. And Miles talks about "the heart" a lot. <3

Edgeworth with the Magatama is ridiculously sexy. >_>' I bet he'd be able to get all my secrets out of me with no trouble at all.

I think I may have a slightly inappropriate mental model of the Magatama and its intended uses.

--

2:24am.

Edgeworth: (It's not a bad feeling at all, exposing contradictions like this... Now I understand that happy look on Wright's face every time he does it...)

Heh. It is quite a good feeling. :D

Edgeworth: (Those seeds of doubt are sprouting in the Judge's heart. They just need a little more stimulation to bear fruit... Contradictory stimulation.)

Okay, the first time he said it, it was worth a snicker, but the second time was more like GOD HE KEEPS SAYING IT XDD. What does that phrase even mean?

--

2:35am.

HOLY HELL THE INNUENDO IN THIS CASE IS KILLING ME.

I HAVE DEVOLVED INTO CAPSLOCKS SPAM.

~DigiFaith

GUMSHOOOOE <333

So today I went to my last Mass at Holy Angels; after I move, I'll be too far away to go there every Sunday. And anyway, I think I'm going to start going to the parish that my aunts and uncle belong to.

But there was a First Communion this morning, with nine kids, and they were just adorable. Brought back some memories. I really do like that church, though; it's a beautiful building, and the musicians are great, and the pastor is one of those who knows the name of almost every member of the parish.


HAHAHAHAHA

~DigiFaith